Memorial Weekend

Hi!! Today was a really wonderful day!! It was calm and relaxing.... and I was just able to take some time and refelct on the blessings that the Lord has given me. We went to my grandparents house in Oklahoma as a family this weekend... twaz bonding time... 5 ppl in a mid size car... yeah!! Naw, I wouldn't trade that time with them for the world!! Well, my grandma turned 69 and still looks and acts like she is in her 40's. Always serving that woman is... she is a great example of what a Proverbs 31 woman should be like!! And my Grandpa... lol... he is so goofy sometimes... he keeps grandma laughing with his corney jokes (that is where my Dad gets that trait from!!) and he keeps making their house bigger! My goodness... that man... once a blue collar... always a blue collar! And one so very precious thing.... is watching the two of them together (my grandparents).... He looks at her like he just married her... ALL the time!! They still have their flirtacious spats where they call eachother ornary (sp?) and then they kiss and pat eachother on the back and say... "you know I am just lovin on ya".... it makes a gal really want to hold out for the best!! For Gods man! Someone who knows my value and I know his valus and we are able to spur one another on and be eachothers cheerleaders towards things that God has placed ahead of us both together and individually. Okay, done with that thought.... haha..... But the house looks beautiful as always.... and there is just a peace there.... the Holy Spirit simply dwells within those walls all the time!! It's such an amazing blessing to have them in my life.... and I see my parents just like them in the future.... well... I will finishe these thoughts later... for now... I am being paged =).... God Bless You!!!

Is there somthing in the air??

So life is swell! Other then the fact that I am really missing ACU right now and being around people that are focused on school! haha... I don't know if it is just me but it seems as though EVERYONE is getting married!!! People I grew up with... people I was in my first sunday school class with! My High School boyfriend is getting married in a month!! And that is just the start! I am happy for everyone, I mean it's a wonderful thing! It's just a little difficult to keep my focus.... I'm not gonna lie ;-).... Oh, well... my time will come... someday... until then... as Relient K would say... "I think were goin some where, we're on to somthing good here... I'm pressin on, I'm pressin on".... :-) Yeah for singleness... (for the time being!)... just waiting on God to drop him in my lap... until then, I will go to school and just fall more in love with Jesus!!

Done With Spring Semester!

I am HOME!! I am excited about being home... but I am sad at the same time! I moved back on friday... kindof unplanned, but welcome to my life! haha... My Mom called me at 6am on friday morning and told me that she was coming friday in stead of Sat., sooo, yeah, I took my final came back to the room and packed... and packed... and packed some more... then Mom shows up... heaven sent! Helped get some things in order... I didn't realize how messy we had allowed the room to get after just two weeks since the last deep clean... it was a bit embarassing! Then Cody came over and helped... even more heaven sent... and bless his heart, he got to see Sky and I at our worst... lol... and he got our creamy pink water on him... now that is a true friend!! And then Carter came over (good thing, because I think that if I were to have to have carried all that stuff with Cody, I would have gotten killed!!) and he helped tremedously! Goodness, we had a lot of furniture! Well... then we brought it a couple places to store it... I pray blessings on those who said it was alright to host our items!! And then I came home that night... My Mom and Sky in one car and I in the other... I was a quite a ways ahead of my Mom and sister when I got a phone call with Brittney freakin out... apparently a huge wreak took place right in front of them and about a dozen angels got squished saving my Mom and sister from being rolled over.... as the SUV goes rolling infront of them! Crazy story! The Lords hand was there.... Praise God! Then we saved the unpacking until Sat. where we unpacked and I slept a great majority of the day... yes BUMAGE! For a short time at least! ;-)... and then Sunday, I went to Church! Then Monday... Started school again at Quad C... good times... alright, gotta study... Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease.... (thankyou David Blankenship!) ...................Jesus Loves YOUUUUUUUUU!!!

thinking about....

I LOVE KIDS!! I can't help it... something inside of me gets all giddy and freaks out when kids are around and I fall in love with any and all of them!! Highlight of my week, my neighbor, Vanessa, is babysitting this 1 1/2 yr. old little angel, that is sweet, beautful, and full of life!! Her name is Kaydin. Wow, I cannot wait to finish all this school stuff and get into my career!! I desire so badly to be a part of everychilds life that I come in contact with... I want to make sure that they are getting what they need when they need it... and just be a help to those in need! There are so many children in the world today that have amazing stories of survival, and there are so many kids who have the most amazing potential... but there is noone there to let them know how incredible the survival stories are... or how much worth and value is in their future and in them at this very moment!! I WANT TO BE THAT PERSON IN THEIR LIVES!!! The faith of a child is beautiful... there are is no other word to describe it! I see Jesus when I see the faith of a child in action... it makes me miss my Father in heaven so desperatly! Yet, it reminds me of my purpose and my calling. It keeps me grounded and focused on what I truly want, and lets me know that when all other things come into play, how pointless they are in my life while in this season. Pettyness and flesh try to creep in so slylike... grrr... the Joy of the Lord is my strength... and if something is Gods will and supposta happen, it will!! But if not, at least I know that I wasn't the one that tried to get ahead of God! So God, I guess this means that it's official, my life is in Your hands for another day, I surrender to You and Your perfect will.... NOT mine! May YOU be glorified through my life! And may I remain focused on what You have told me to be fact thus far in my life!!!

To my blog readers... God is faithful! Remember that! =)... and remember "patience is a virtue"... you never know what you will see when you wait! Be Blessed!

So, I hate to say this... but this kind of stuff happens all the time...

So yesterday I was driving and something happened, my window totally went... Bushshshshsshsssss and next thing you know I have a lap with glass all over it! My initial thought was I was hit by another car... but yeah... no, that didn't happen. My window just choose to break into a million little pieces, twaz great fun I tell ya!! ... but you see, the part that gets me here is that... something always happenes! I am always having some crazy thing take place in my life that is totally random!And it is not like I am a victim to these spontanious acts of unexpected action.. its more like, they take place for a reason unknown to me. There is more to the story but I really should get back to studying... but yeah, it is now in the shop and I only have to pay 180 to get it fixed, which is a blessing! =)... so to any other bloggers out there with enough free time to read these, I hope that you are having a wonderful day... God Bless Ya!

dreaming of my Savior

day dreaming of a sweet fairy tail,
he came on a horse,
he was wearing all white,
he knew who I was,
he knew my heart,
he saw value and beauty in all that I was,
he sought the best for me,
he was my protector,
he was my hearts desire,
he was my voice of wisdom,
he could look into my eyes and know my thoughts,
he knew before I spoke... everything,
my day dreams....
he is who I am anxiously waiting for.....