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Thursday, June 22, 2006

l m n o p....

So, I was thinkin...
just about growing up and the things that take place during the process... how we grow up in some areas and we grow down in some areas... and some, just remain...
its like a huge part of me wants to be 5 and ask my Daddy how to do everything and just be his little girl... but then there is a part of me that cannot wait to be out in the work place working as hard as I can at doing something I totally love... and then there is the now... where, I am just kinda taking little steps to get to the later... here, a place where I have to find contentment... here a place where I must remain patient... here, now, a moment, a season... this is reality. I can plan my future, I can dream about my past... but today... I am just living it... I may die tomorrow or in 5 min. from now or in 100 years...

purpose, I think that is key in so many areas! Just think, if we were to take ourselves out of any situation that get in... and just question the purpose of us doing what were doing... we would be more confident in our decisions... yes/no? And what if were were that person that thought everything through and had a logical explaination for all said, a good one... is that then reaching a level of success? What about what the Lord has to say and His plan for our lives?? Are we taking that in to account?

See, if we don't live day to day... these questions can become somewhat overwhelming.... and become more of a burden then a blessing... and I don't think anything is purposed in life to be a burden... ever... if we have a true peace about things... then why question??

Peace, that is a wonderful thing to pray for... for God to give us peace when it is the right decision and a lack of peace when it is the wrong one.... then the only choice we have to make is are we willing to be obediant to what the Holy Spirit is telling us??....

Think... what did you/I do today that surves a purpose to effect tomorrow? What about something that serves a purpose for something that will effect eternity?? That is when that 5 year old part comes out of me... why can't I just love people like I did when I was 5... run up and give random people hugs and just contain that never ending level of love that a child obtains?? And the faith... incredible!

KEY??? Balance... maybe yes, maybe no... or maybe it is just as simple as being obedient to what the Lord is giving directions in....?

1 comment:

Jordan said...

Hey, I miss you lovely gals. Keep being obedient. You're awesome.

The castle was really awesome. It was gorgeous inside. Some of the most beautiful chandeliers I've ever seen hung under some beautiful ceiling paintings. The paintings hanging in the place were worth tens of millions of pounds. It was pretty impressive. And the fish was just standard cod, as far as I know.